Tag Archives: Heartache

the end that never ends

Hollow in limbo Everything I’m made of is dry and thin and brittle like paper, too long in the sun I am held together with tape and hope Can you see the way I crumple in your lightest breeze where, … Continue reading

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unheard confession

There are days that I hope for a quick end, silently begging for words from my only friend. She carries my heart in a locked box, leaving my chest filled with cold rocks. These days I wish for a quick … Continue reading

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consequence of caprice

You should not have touched me my Goddess for within you I have tasted Heaven and its fire has burned away my armor of ignorance exposing every mortal nerve to the unbearable ecstasy of your touch, which once withdrawn, leaves … Continue reading

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fibrillation

When I know that I’ll see you the butterflies in my stomach fan my heart with their wings ~delicate insistence that urges me on   When I’m in your arms the pressure of your lips against me heats my heart … Continue reading

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Popular girl

You wave from the swings as your new friends push you higher. Your footprint is my trophy in my empty sandbox.

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I can’t have you so…

I scratched your name on the inside of my heart to keep you inside me always and the pain from those bloody gouges is preferable to never having known you at all.  

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constant song of pain and hope

three notes repeating echoes rhyme with you, me, us kill me and save me

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the once and future nothing

once I was nothing playing at being something in my playhouse of nothing then you destroyed me with your wrecking ball of wonderful and the thing I became was yours i’ll again be nothing but at least it will not … Continue reading

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blessed retrogression

turn back the clock to the day before regret became my mantra turn back the clock to the moment before I said goodbye turn back the clock to our first kiss before your pleasure became my need turn back the … Continue reading

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a child no more

Became an adult today. I had one thing worth being an adult for and I gave it away.

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